ALIGN | 2.19.18
Once your mind begins to analyze, you’ve already skipped over what Divinity has gently and softly spoken. Intuition doesn’t argue or reason with you, that’s your subconscious. The subconscious that’s been programmed to argue back and forth and project fear into your thoughts and behavior. Be still and quiet with yourself (like early in the morning... and all day really) and come to the neutral place where you just feel what the right answer is. Stay aligned and watch a magnificent flow begin to occur. Yes GOD 💛🙏🏽💛 #morningmotivation#miraclemorning#loveyours#perspectivealchemy#create#reality#tunein#alignment
Having to grow up without my mom or dad is still my greatest accomplishment to date. But boy has it been hard!! The hardest part being not really having anyone stable around to prepare me for this thing called life. More times I feel as if I might as well have dropped out the sky, into this beautiful,cruel world. *deep sigh*
I have made so many mistakes, more than I can list in this text. I have patched together a bleeding, broken heart, way too many times, all because I didn't understand no one could love me better than I should love myself. I've pushed away those who only meant me well because seeing their vulnerability made me ashamed of my own. I've wasted so much resources because I lacked wisdom and was financially illiterate. I spent time chasing dreams instead of creating realities, because somewhere, deep down inside, the little girl inside of me was waiting for acceptance. I have forgotten to cherish moments with fruits of my womb, because I was trying to hard to be the perfect mother.
If I could go back in time there are so many things I would do differently. Yet the reality is that I still wouldn't know what I know today. In fact it is yesterday's failures that have brought me to where I am today. So in my mind it has all been worth it. I say this because I can see that I didn't fail a thousand times; I simply learnt a thousand lessons.
To anyone saying how sad or worried they are for Lu, let me remind you... Lu is a thug in a cocktail dress. She is also a cockroach and can survive anything. She’s been married, divorced, single, married, divorced. She’s raised 2 children. She was a full time housewife, demoted to a friend, and then became a full time housewife once again. She’s survived falling drunk multiple times. She’s had her own line of bedding in department stores, and a “chic made easy” fashion collection on TV. She can hoola hoop like no other housewife. She smokes and still has great teeth, skin, and nails. She called out Sonja for not having a yacht. She’s lived with Sonja. She’s tolerated Ramona on camera for 9 years. She can drive a car with a manual transmission. She’s produced songs and music videos. She’s written books. She’s survived the Berkshires. She’s survived the Hamptons. She even survived THAT ICONIC camel ride. She put herself in awkward situations with a pirate while dating Jacques. She’s rung the bell at the NYSE on Wall Street. She’s had a one-on-one special with Andrew Cohen after her public and controversial divorce to Tom. She once had a career as a nurse. She continues to make her statement necklaces a thing... For 9 seasons... You got this Lu. Love ya gurl ❤️